The feelings inside me.

There just arnt the words to describe how im feeling... Perhaps at death before god your kneeling.. Your asked to speak your greatest pain and your mind plays the image over again.. You feel like your trapped, inside your chest and it wont loosen of give you rest.. And then your asked to relive your pride..and your heart begins to swell inside.. You remember the memories that kept you free..and you were the happiest you thought could be.. And then the memories that haunted your dreams..crash through your peace all tears and screams.. And your heart drops so very low... beyond your anger far down below.. And your tears hit your cheeks as you beg for mercy...this is how i feel..the feelings inside me.