Book With Words Missing

Someone please just look See what is missing You cant read me like a book, i have words missing Look past what you see at first glance Just try to look underneath Dont fall for it, theres a different person underneath I wont answer unless you ask Ask me so many questions that i spill it all Hold me when im scared to spill it all Dont give me a judgmental look when you learn its all fake Im not who you thought What's going to happen when you realize im not who you thought? Will anyone be able to see im not happy Does anyone even care? I look happy, so why should anyone care I cant make the words All i know is my eyes hurt Everything that should be right, hurts Cant i blame someone It would be so much easier to know its not my fault I cry so much and its not ok because it really is my fault Is there anyone willing to clean up a mess they didnt make? How could i expect someone to be a janitor? Besides, its only after the mess when we need a janitor Someone please just look See whats missing Read me like a book, even if there are words missing