Doubtful Lies

Why do I continue to let you do this to me? All signs seem to point to wrong, wrong, wrong. Iguess lonely is how I feel when you are gone. We weren't together when I did what I did, Yet you are making me pay... Sometimes when I'm with you, It seems like i don't have a say. I would always dream, Of spending eternity with you. My heart would always beat your name. But what I feel, is it ture. Am I trying to be young once again? Or do I truely love you? Do I take the chance and see what happens? Or do i end it now and say we are forever through? You hurt the ones I care about, Possibly end their lives. Sure you don't mean to, But I can't take anymore lies. I don't think you are the man anymore that I used to see through my eyes. I think that this will break my heart, But I think it's time to say our final goodbyes... And you didn't care... I gave you my heart and you played with it and tore it apart. You never truely cared, never truely loved me. I was nothing but I toy... Why didn't I see...? I was blinded by your lies. You made my heart break everytime I said goodbye. But now the truth has been revealed and you can no longer conceal. Conceal the truth from me, I now know who you're gonna be. I now have the strength to say this without pain. So goodbye forever and not once again.