Notetaking

Written several letters now All addressed to you None have yet been delivered For none say anything new You never really said Exactly how you felt All you ever had to say Was that I made you melt You assured me that you cared Though I never knew how much It could've all been a joke That seems to be my luck Apparently I was the one That didn't care enough Apparently I didn't show That I loved you this much But I've never been good with words Well not directly to your face It's all much better on paper Where errors can be erased On paper I say exactly how I feel Without worrying about consequences It's how I first told you I cared for you For rejection is relentless I never really try at anything I've been called a slacker But you were different in my life You were all that mattered Everyone makes mistakes I gave it all I could I wish I would've known better You certainly thought I should You don't believe in second chances I asked for one and you declined But after all this time Have you changed your mind I had never been in love before The feelings were all new But you made love a chore And yet I still love you After all this time I still consider you the only one It would be a lie If i told you I had another one I miss you every second And need you every minute Think of you every hour My heart is lost all in it So how does it feel to know the truth To know I really did care How does it feel to finally know That through all that I was just scared One day you asked me to wait for you So here I still stand But my heart does have an expiration date And back to Earth I will land