i forgot

By eleanor maslen •
i forgot to tell you how much i cared
as the days leaked away on the nights we shared.
i forgot to mention the love i felt
as the memories destroy me in pain i knelt.
i forgot to show you what you meant to me
as the torture continues and no light i see
i forgot to hold you and not let go
as the happiness leaves me and im dragged below
i forgot the hell i created that day
when i sent you from earth so far away
i am sorry i hurt you im sorry you cried
im not angel nor demon, to myself i lie.