Give me Hope in need it back

My hope is my trust But my faith is real In my heart is red with blood,in my body is made of earth sand My life is hard,my day is going by fast every day it is going by hope, In each ever passing day , in each ever passing way, Because i'm going with my life, In live long,as i should be is to live long in a way to make it on my own in life so i can better myself to reach my goal to better ,yself in to have a better life on my own every passing day as long as i live in i will have a better life at that that's me not you