~lost in you~

By diamond •
here we stand
three years into our relationship
and i do not feel the same
i feel lost
helpless
why do i feel this way
why do i want to leave
why can't i leave
i ask myself these things
everyday
i ask so i can know
so i can learn
and yet i still feel hopeless
after the useless nights i stay up wondering
i have come to one drawn
unfair conclusion
i am lost in you
i am lost in your eyes
lost in your voice
lost in the thought of you
yet still i am lossing you
the fact still stands
we'v lost each other