why do i feel unwanted
why do i feel negleted
why must the world wish me away

i am only capable of so much
i can't do all that is asked of me
i am only one person

my mother finds everything wrong with me
she tels me i was a mistake
she only kept me out of hatride towards others

my father didn't want me
he felt i would grow to be nothing in existance
i had no purpose in life

my brother is all i have
the only love system that works
yet i don't want to burden him with my life

i ask my grandmother if i could move with her
she tells me no
she doesn't want the daughter of a slut in her home

i am nothing like my mom
i up hold my life
my love
and myself

why do i feel unwanted
why do i feel neglected
why must the world wish me away
                         -diamond-