unwanted

why do i feel unwanted why do i feel negleted why must the world wish me away i am only capable of so much i can't do all that is asked of me i am only one person my mother finds everything wrong with me she tels me i was a mistake she only kept me out of hatride towards others my father didn't want me he felt i would grow to be nothing in existance i had no purpose in life my brother is all i have the only love system that works yet i don't want to burden him with my life i ask my grandmother if i could move with her she tells me no she doesn't want the daughter of a slut in her home i am nothing like my mom i up hold my life my love and myself why do i feel unwanted why do i feel neglected why must the world wish me away -diamond-