"I wouldn't be happy."

"Why don't you be more like them?" "I wouldn't be happy." "Why don't you try to be more thin? Like her?" "I wouldn't be happy." "Why don't you listen to music we all can understand?" "I wouldn't be happy." "Why don't you try to do more for me then you?" "I wouldn't be happy." "...Why?" "I don't want to be more like them because I am more than enough. I know that because I have him. I don't want to be more thin because he tells me I am perfect. I don't listen to music you cannot hear. You just aren't listening. I don't try to do for you more than me because you are stronger than me. I am weak, thats why I need him. We are all weak. Just some are weaker than others. We all need someone or something to fall back on. To know there is something to pick you up. Wether that is drugs, alchol, a love, a whore, or a family member. We all want something more than we have but, the secret to having it is to cherish less than you have. Because drugs soon run out, alchol dries out, a love can always turn into a hate, a whore runs out when you do, and a family member can always die. Always take less and set your goals on more. Hearts break, bodies tire, and we all are exhasted. Just know that you are alive and everything will be fine...Your'e alive. I am alive. Why can't that be enough?"