Happiness Is.

happiness is what the drugs give you this is what you feel when i remember how much i've caused you to hate me you bait and you taunt you you flaunt and you flirt you am everything and you walk all over our memories as though they were dirt. i don't know that you could stop.. i wish and i pray for you i cry everynight and each day i try so hard to stay calm amnd forget but i do know i don't want to right now not now right anyways, not yet. i'm giving up you do your drugs you be "yourself" i can't care anymore if o think you're fucking up. and i will never wish you good luck, not for your coke and your meth and your E and your pot.. no never fucking get lost. you think this is a life to live you think this is all the world has to give? Well if you can't be happy on your own if you cant realize who were your friends if you cant see past your perfect nose thenn good riddance to you in the trash our relationship goes. fuck all we had and fuck all the good times i dont care anymore you're no friend of mine. i waited and i tried i sat here and i cried you dont giuve a damn and neither should i then it's unfortunate how beauty must end. a pretty face without blood and heart without a soul im sorry michelle that destroying yourself has become your goal. xoxo Kyelle