I love him but I can't stop myself.
I love him but i won't stop myself.
The scars on my arms becoming closer,
The scars on my arms becoming seen.
You don't know how your words hurt.
You don't know how that times slows.
The times that I want to die is when 
I'm around you, and not around him.
The times that I want to bleed is with
Your words in the air around me.
Your words and my emotions do no mix, 
They do not wish for me to be happy 
Or to be even okay. What I don't understand
is why it can't it end? Why can't my pain end?