it seems like
each week there is
someone new
but i guess
then this isn't
quite true.

there's been james
and brett
and steve let's not forget
and kyle A also...
devin, but not so much
before that wesley
and plenty before.

but those are what matter
it's wes and the mess
it's the james and the
ugh
that i hate best.

its the fact that
im so happy now
and yet i want
him too.
but also besides him
kyle a...
what the hell
is happeneing?

i was over him
i know for sure
i was past the 
point where
we were too good of friends
for anything more...

and im sick 
of wanting james
gosh he's a manwhore.

it makes me sad
each time another girl cries
for him
it makes me sad
to think i cry for him.

friends..
friends at last
why then is it
this feeling wont go past?

spring fling hormones
i guess..
i'll chalk it up to that
and leave it there

forgetting now
that i ever did care.
thats the hard part
ignoring the pangs
fighting off tears
biting lips
and trying hard to explain.

we're all happy now
im sure it must be true
all paired off
in couples of two..
so forgetting about
those others
should be easier
knowing this
but it's not..
and thats what sucks.


xoxo
Kyelle