Kyle Collection

it seems like each week there is someone new but i guess then this isn't quite true. there's been james and brett and steve let's not forget and kyle A also... devin, but not so much before that wesley and plenty before. but those are what matter it's wes and the mess it's the james and the ugh that i hate best. its the fact that im so happy now and yet i want him too. but also besides him kyle a... what the hell is happeneing? i was over him i know for sure i was past the point where we were too good of friends for anything more... and im sick of wanting james gosh he's a manwhore. it makes me sad each time another girl cries for him it makes me sad to think i cry for him. friends.. friends at last why then is it this feeling wont go past? spring fling hormones i guess.. i'll chalk it up to that and leave it there forgetting now that i ever did care. thats the hard part ignoring the pangs fighting off tears biting lips and trying hard to explain. we're all happy now im sure it must be true all paired off in couples of two.. so forgetting about those others should be easier knowing this but it's not.. and thats what sucks. xoxo Kyelle