THE LETTER I WROTE

I WROTE YOU THIS LETTER THEN PINNED IT TO THE WALL . LEFT THE HOUSE FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS CAUSE WE HARDLY EVER TALK . WHEN I CAME BACK I NOTICED IT STILL THERE. I TOLD MY SELF RIGHT THEN ITS OK CAUSE HE NEVER SHOWS HE CARES. MY HEART GAVE UP ON ALWAYS WAITING TO SEE. WHATS THE NEXT EXCUSE THAT HE'LL WANT ME TO BELIEVE. SO I CRUMBLED THE LETTER I WROTE THEN THREW IT IN THE TRASH. GATHERED MY THINGS TOGETHER AND SAID GOODBYE AT LAST. TURNED OFF ALL THE LIGHTS WHILE WALKING OUT THE DOOR. TEARS RUNNING DOWN MY CHEEK CAUSE IM LEAVING HIM FORSURE. I THOUGHT TO MYSELF ILL BE OK HE NEVER NOTICED ME. AT HOME OR ANYWHERE ELSE HE ALWAYS SAID ID SEE. GOT IN MY CAR AND DROVE AWAY WITHOUT LOOKING BACK. I NEEDED A TISSUE TO WIPE MY TEARS I FOUND THE LETTER I THREW IN THE TRASH. SLAMMED ON THE BRAKES TURNED ON THE LIGHT NOTHING IN FRONT OR BACK. ROLLED DOWN MY WINDOW THREW IT OUT CAUSE IM ALL THROUGH WITH THAT. DROVE AWAY NOT KNOWING WHERE TO GO I PULLED IN AT DADS CHURCH. IM SO TIRED I CLOSED MY EYES MY HUSBANDS VOICE WAS THE LAST I HEARD I WOKE UP IN HIS ARMS AS IF IT WERE ALL A DREAM . I LOOK IN HIS EYES WHILE STARTING TO CRY AS HE HANDS ME THE LETTER I SEE. THE END.