It's Going OK

Yesterday I saw her face it reminded me man of a time, that wasn't long ago, but I ache for it every fucking day. And when I look at my reflection I see nothing but a shame, 'cause It's me to be blamed for that shit fall apart.. We had good going on there, I fucked it up then, when I needed to be a keeper or try to save that shit, I let it flow thru deep creek that has no end and no float. Man, I need an angel in my life to come and save me for now, 'cause I'm drowning I can't swim in this ocean of greed. Where I can't even breathe, oh well fuck it man, I'm gonna drown myself, kill myself or something else. And when they say that's going to be OK I just imagine a time where I had you by my side I want it forever, the feel the touch, the kiss.. I thought that, I'll never lose 'em and then I want miss 'em! A! See what you did? You brought me to my knees! And all I can do is to beg to please that someone will toss me of this world's bridge so I can fall to space. I was alive for some age, but It's like I killed myself by letting you go away.