Curse of Paranoia

One minute he has a smile The next his mood turns vile See something he doesn't like He's ready for an abusive fight His paranoia takes place And it's no longer safe He starts to yell I feel like I'm in hell You think I'm cheating on you But that's just not true You blame me for your issues And I get bloody tissues Your past is the one to blame But I'm the one who feels the pain Your temper so hot n cold And I'm stuck on this rocky road You say many things That leave nasty stings You don't care about my tears All you care about is your fears When your paranoia shuts down I'm spawled on the ground Your sanity has come back After your vicious attack You either can't or won't see The pain you cause me You start to apologize But what you don't realize I'm shattered and broken No words are spoken After what I just went through You expect me to forgive you I'm done being so naive I just have to get up and leave This relationship I can't bare Your love you start to declare I don't want to be with you anymore Tired of the bruises and cuts galore I can't trust you to not see red The next time you do I might be dead