Million pounds

I know no one is reading this but, I'm just going to type anyway. My interest has faded My compassion is lost My heart now swells You left, and when you did you left me with a million pound weight crushing my insides. My lies are less vivid My warmth never leaves My voice is no longer loud and proud Everyone leaves me with some kind of hope that I will have someone to fall back onto and when I slide on my heels to catch the freedom of falling, I just didn't realize falling would hurt so much.