I sit outside and watch the stars 🌠🌜like I
did when we were on the phone a couple months ago outside on
my steps of my front porch. 
Just thinking of what we had and how great and beautiful it
was. 
Just for it all to go to waste over a little thing I
did😓💔 doesn't feel so well😪 if I
could take it back believe I would. 
Mistakes happen every now and then you made a couple and
were given n I made a couple but was only forgiven certain
times. 
And now I'm here stuck thinking about what your doing while
sitting outside 🌠🌌🌜 thinking of what
your doing what your thinking and wondering if your talking
to someone else like you talked to me the first day we met.
 The feeling is not great because I am terribly Heart Broken

but I can honestly say I really am in love with the guy of
my dreams....