Memories & Broken Heart

I sit outside and watch the stars 🌠🌜like I did when we were on the phone a couple months ago outside on my steps of my front porch. Just thinking of what we had and how great and beautiful it was. Just for it all to go to waste over a little thing I did😓💔 doesn't feel so well😪 if I could take it back believe I would. Mistakes happen every now and then you made a couple and were given n I made a couple but was only forgiven certain times. And now I'm here stuck thinking about what your doing while sitting outside 🌠🌌🌜 thinking of what your doing what your thinking and wondering if your talking to someone else like you talked to me the first day we met. The feeling is not great because I am terribly Heart Broken but I can honestly say I really am in love with the guy of my dreams....