Do you know what you really put me threw? all the tears i've
cried for you i gave up hope time after time and now im want
to stop believeing your lies you said youd clean up, but ran
back to patty sure enough. Cant you see your killing you and
parts of me too. You may not know it but I lay awake at
night wondering what happend to make this your life. All the
sick twisted thing youd do they say its a habit hard to
break but are you going to make a mistake most americans do
killing their self with drug abuse? You say how does this
have a effect on me it does because I love you and dont want
to see your life end this was I cant STAND IT! It tears me
up inside to see it happen so slowly first its drinking the
shooting up and before you know it your hooked just like
that with a blink of an eye but cant you see all the people
that have died from this "Habbit" or So called "abuse"
sometimes I lie wondering whats the use? In even tring to
get you see my (pov) but then I feal dispare of a happily
family complete that I never had it may sound selfish or
even crazy to have that thought. a normal fam. mom , dad
,sissy and me all together happily but even when he was here
we were all sad because of this life he never had , how
could you have a life if your doing things like this to hurt
your kids and whife maybe not intentionally but dont you
stop to think what goes on in their minds I guess not
because if you did then I wouldn't be wrighting this now
would I ? im not getting an attitude im just letting you
know of that life you Just let go.

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