Unspoken thoughts

I love you I'm in love with you how can you love me you cant love me look at me I'm fat I'm ugly I walk funny I wish I was invisible But I'm seen and judged I will always remember that night we talked The moon saw and that's how I'll remember I know you are going to do bigger better things I will just be in the gutter rotting becoming apart of the earth Not everyone can be winners In the battle of love I feel like I'm stuck in a habitual winter Frostbitten by knowing you will never love me You are everything I ever wanted but I know your everything I couldn't have I would dim your beautiful light you will always be my first and last thought even though you will never think of me Whoever you love you'll love her hard you'll give her the world and I hope I see so I can imagine it's me