Secret of My Heart

My mind Has been running wild. So many thoughts Racing through my head. Conflicting emotions Cloud my judgment, Confuse my heart and mind; Leaving caution behind. You make me smile. You make me laugh. When he’s gone, You fill my empty half. My life brightens When you’re around. You’re a friend When loneliness surrounds. I don’t see you much But I wanna see you more. I think of you often, My heart has begun to adore. I can’t let myself Fall in love with you. I can’t take the chance, But I really want to. I feel bad, I don’t wanna feel this way. But at the same time, I don’t wanna change. My heart gets lonely, And searches to find, Another heart With which to bind. I love him, He has my whole heart. If he ever left, It’d tear me apart. However, sometimes I wish I met you first. Had the chance to In your love, be totally immersed. Now you know My heart’s secret desire, You, in part, Fuel my fire. Oh how different My life would be If I could give you, My heart’s key. ©