My mind
Has been running wild.
So many thoughts
Racing through my head.
Conflicting emotions
Cloud my judgment,
Confuse my heart and mind;
Leaving caution behind.

You make me smile.
You make me laugh.
When he’s gone,
You fill my empty half.
My life brightens
When you’re around.
You’re a friend
When loneliness surrounds.

I don’t see you much
But I wanna see you more.
I think of you often,
My heart has begun to adore.
I can’t let myself
Fall in love with you.
I can’t take the chance,
But I really want to.

I feel bad,
I don’t wanna feel this way.
But at the same time,
I don’t wanna change.
My heart gets lonely,
And searches to find,
Another heart
With which to bind.

I love him,
He has my whole heart.
If he ever left,
It’d tear me apart.
However, sometimes I wish
I met you first.
Had the chance to
In your love, be totally immersed.

Now you know
My heart’s secret desire,
You, in part,
Fuel my fire.
Oh how different
My life would be
If I could give you,
My heart’s key.  ©