Breaking The Confusion

Just when you feel alone, There is always someone there for you, just reach out and ask. Looking out my window feeling blue today Thinking of things that make no sense and why in my mind they stay A few years have past since the time I was born Birth I was given then my life apart was torn My feelings are mixed and confused I am today The only thing I think of is to take my life away Because of my confusion my mind is truly not so clear My thoughts and reactions act upon things I hear I often look around me seeing nothing but sorrow and pain I think of my future and think I have nothing to gain The loneliness has come over me making me feel the way I do Feeling there is no other way and with this I must go through Just for a second Only closing my eyes Letting myself hear my thoughts That jails me behind this disguise Taking a deep breath I try to relax my soul Thinking of one last thing that could give me a new goal My mind knows only depression It sees no other way to go It only wants me to end things but that truly isn’t so Behind this fate of sadness there is a place for me I just need to find it instead of taking the life of me I can find strength and courage something that is deep inside of me I can change a fatal moment that would only make me a memory To live and learn finding pleasures not yet known It can take me places finding bad feelings I have outgrown Because I hesitated and didn’t take my life away I broke through the confusion allowing me to live another day Copyright © waynster ... [2004-03-25 16:37:20]