Mistaken

Feeling unwanted feeling not cared about you don't find a way out. You're looking for a light but still there are pictures blocking a clear sight leading straight into darkness. You can't seem to hide but though you're not seen you then did decide when being in between. In between you and them you don't know what's right you're told and told again to finally stop the fight. The fight between you you and what's inside inside is a little girl you're always trying to hide. The other girl knows better she doesn't let you win she has the control over your body and never ever would feel sorry. Of course she is stronger having been there longer she keeps telling you whatever she wants you to do. She wants you to remember what you want forever doesn't want you to forget what you once had and now cant get. She brings you down watches you drown tells you to swim still thinking you can win. Unlike the others and the you you're outside she believes in wonders knowing your feelings inside. She doesn't give you contol thinking she knows it all she won't ever understand what you're doing when she's absent. Without her you're carefree you're ready to fly but in truth you're living a lie which you don't admit to see. That's when she's coming back just as you were ready to jump she pops up inside your head making you feel dumb. Again she makes you wonder wonder about who and what what's really deep under under the surface people just see. They don't know you they don't know him but worst is they don't know her which makes them not understand.