Going under

By hanah •
Im going under
entering a world I want to escape from.
It's dragging me down
further and further,
Losing my grip on reality,
Entering the world of insanity.
How can I stop?
How can I break free and turn away?
Why aren't I stronger?
Why am I me?
Going under
entering the temple of torture.
Each pain worse than the last,
Bringing more scars,
Scars visible yet unvisible,
Pain unexpected though knowing.
How can I stop?
How can I break free and turn away?
Why aren't I stronger?
Why am I me?