I sit,
And only think of you,
I wonder,
If you think of me too,
I ask my self,
Is it really the end?
Did we have something?
Or were you just a good friend?
If that is so,
Then what was that kiss?
What did it mean?
What were the words you whispered so lightly?
If indeed there was something there,
Why did you have to ruin it?
By asking out her,
I would have said yes,
If you had asked me out then,
But maybe I’m stupid,
Maybe you were just a good friend,
Now it is different,
We don’t even talk,
How can such a good friendship,
Turn so awful and unloved?
Is it my fault?
Should I of said something?
I just don’t know how to say this to you,
Sure it is easy,
To sit in this class,
And type up my feelings,
That I hold so close to my heart.
But you’ll never read this,
Like I want you too,
I want you to know,
That I might just love you.
How can I say that?
When we don’t even speak,
You go out with sluts,
With bitches,
And whores,
That really hurts me,
I can see that you’ve changed,
Maybe I love the guy,
Who I met in RE,
I know he is there,
Because sometimes I see him,
Trying to get out,
To just become free,
I wish I could help,
But you have pushed me away,
So now it’s over,
I just wanted to say,
I love you so much,
To the end,
For you were my best ever friend,
Now I just want to say goodbye,
To the you,
And our past,