Does she knows?

Is it about time to have my will in life? Will the fig tree i dream, keep me hold on to the love I am able to give? On my own bed, I am faithful to the youth heart to balance relativity. To sleep alone, is to let her know our kin is loved and smart, in this world of opress affairs. I am not thinking about to die, even when death upon my side. Those falls committed. And the wage of sin is to pay by death. To loose a loved one is not a perfect life. I know she is there lacking my love to prove. Only our close age would tell the bless. Does she knows that i care about our future.. Does she knows i adore her name.. I hope she knows.