The End of the World 1- dedication to a boy

In Shanghai mental hospital. This boy looked at me straight from the eyes. I meek looked back at him asked in my mind why. All other rest i know better they lost thier pride. But the boy looked at me smiled with his wide eyes. It gives me a sense that he knows he won. That he knows I am not a man to be with him when he fall alone again. And the moment i kept my breath if i can be a man someday. The heart ache we left without goodbye. The heart ache we forgot to tell each other's look. That I adore you the way we say hi. Do upon or Die on the side. You mean the world to me as i kept remember your sight. And the end of the world I will tell you that you won. May our peace be blessed.