I know I have deceiving desires that needs to be fulfilled.


Selfishly I'll fill them with sinful sexual pleasures only
from his sweet touch I'll feel less guilty...his loving
temporally mask my deception with beautiful lust. 

Carefully preplanned fuck sessions that's greatly enjoyed
with every stroke of the hour...god knows I feel bad but
this erected penis quickly helps me forget...forget that
14yrs of a relationship can't be refreshed, forgotten,
forgiven only hidden secrets of my dirty little deeds.