Feelings

By Jameela •
I feel lonely
insignificant
lost in a world that won't bother to understand me
I feel tortured
Cursed
To walk in this world without comfort
I feel beaten
defeated
by myself in a never ending battle
I feel lost
Confused
by where my life started to go so wrong
I feel broken
crushed
by the weight of my insecurities
I feel as if feeling
is the only reason
I am alive
I fear myself
If
I ever become numb
because it means that
the devil has won