the worst war is in my head

I'm not afraid to say that I am not afraid, but I think we're lost... and it's unsettling. and I'm not afraid to say I love you to my friends, and that we like drugs... If I don't find a perfect job, and buy a perfect house... will I meet the standards? We'll I'm not afraid of being poor and hungry. I'm afraid of being Fake, and filled with Hate. and I'm not afraid to say I'm sick of sex and the way it makes me think. Because the worst war is in my head and the first step would be keeping myself but the worst part is in my bed when I get anxious I can't sleep.. So can we go and waste some time? I'm not afraid of being put down Because I like the way I look and the way I dress. and I'm not ashamed I've spent my last 2 checks on whiskey and cigarettes. If don't purchase trendy clothes and I don't bother lifting Am I still a man? Well, I'm not afraid to say that superficial people make me sick. I want no part of it. and I'm not afraid to hear the pointless things you say, but I get mad.. Because the worst war is in my head and the first step is keeping myself but the worst part is in my bed when I get anxious I can't sleep. So can we go and waste some time? I'm Not Afraid To Say That I Am Not Afraid, but I'm Fucking Scared. Because all our time is spent with technologies instead of Love, and Loving life. I'm not afraid to help you see but see? I wouldn't Know Because if I say we're slaves to phones and Facebook, I know that you'll go Home, and Waste your time on it...