Me now

I have thought of how i was began. But there was none i remembered. Yet, the early memories of youth and baby, and growing up.. I treasure in my heart. To keep it from now on.. I get gifts, recieve smily faces. But I am ready for the day when I am full. Enough for my life to hold on to those I see and meet, and keep going.. I save in my mind. To keep it from now on.. I jump, lost in space. And the medication drives me to bitterness realization. Only sweet after the bitter life. and seeing myself.. I know me. To keep it from now on.. I dream, grasp those are mine. And I pass by all that i have missed. Just want to keep it all alive and going forever. and distance light.. I close. To keep it from now on..