I am still struggling in this adulthood of me.
Many promises made but none is granted.
It makes me realize its easy to tell lies.

I am still worrying my fingernail can be sharp.
Many times a crying scene is at the knell.
It is the rain reminds me to stay with my own will.

I am still lack of dwell in life's long.
Many fears of loosing love is a mare flash by.
It brings me to another hope for more gifts to souls.

I would like to stay strong and grown.
Just to make my relatively fair and whole.
so to live an eternal life.

I would like to have generation follow.
Just to live a true life without scarcity by love.
so to live a single life.

I would like to tell truth and kindness.
Just to make each day secure and fullfill.
so to have empathy to forgive sins.