I feel alone
mistreated 
dined
a normality 
that avoids me

it's not fair 
I can't have what they have
I can't calm my soul 
nobody to walk me through this 
this nightmare 

My sanity tested daily 
deaths delightful call 
I know it's wrong 
but it feels right

I have no one 
and it seems like they have 
everyone
Death is my hero 

my dark mysterious 
Casanova 
whispering painless
I've seen him 

an undeniable 
truth
in a sea of deception

When I need him he is always 
there waiting
he never left

and now he calls for me
like I'm his 
lost 
lover 

and how could I 
ever deny him