Rated R

Rated R Oxygen is vital at this point, chest burning, heart yearning man let me light this joint. Shaking worse than a washing machine way to old, with a load to heavy for it to hold. Pain is filling me up, I feel sick to my stomach I’m about to throw up. Please hold my hair I look around but….There’s no one there. Oh God tell me where do I turn? Who’s gonna stop this feeling, so desperately sad desperately mad my heart is disintegrating from the beating that its had and I wanna know why it hurts so f***ing bad? Why is this world contaminated with lies? People’s opinions imposing on you like a house full of flies. They aggravate the inner evil within almost forcing you to give into sin. Get out of my way, your music is to f***ing load, I’m bought to put you in big black cloud, Gun powder and lead, keep f***ing with me and you’ll be filled with dread. I’m free as a bird that’s locked in a cage, who says knowledge comes with age, apparently pain doesn’t discriminate, I had to steal to put food on my plate. Hell I am afraid I don’t even want the page to turn can I pause for a moment so I can take my turn. Puff Puff pass you gotta make it last, cause this joint is going to fast, And the bulls**t of life want make it last. When its all burned out and you can take another toke you realize this s**t ain't no f***ing joke. Will I self-destruct you challenged me, you wanna see who I am, I’m as fast as Superman, speeding bullets have nothing on me, in fact the f***ing guns are scared of me. I will be you biggest mistake, hold on we’ll see how much you can take. Don’t back down I wanna beat you face to face. Look in my eyes know who I am. Face me head on because I’m as crazy as a female dog over her bone and I will show you what it feels like for your mind to be blown. You’re going to know that I came and my suffering was not in vain. You’ll feel all the times you played with my life that really wasn’t smart o there’s my knife, what’s that you said again, your so naive if you think your gonna win oh Please. If you ever felt the pain within, you would know this is a fight you can’t win. Don’t take that in the wrong way, but keep pushing the Princess and you will see, Just how F***ing Crazy I can be. By: Debra Sloan aka: Godschild