Bloody Tears

drip, drop Bloody tears fall From the constant pain I've given life my all The pain is intense Feeling so Low I need to bleed And let my blood flow Satisfaction overwhelms me Slicing my wrist The pain is subsiding It's better if I didn't exist? Silence comes over me While lying in wait The pain slowly fades This is my fate Anguish falls over me Realizing what's been done I feel accomplished The battle is won I'm getting weak So I close my eyes Feeling so free As I die I wake up in the hospital To everyone staring horrified Not understanding why To be honest neither do I