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The pain is so deep that I bleed Every slash that I created Gives me a sweet sensation That feeds my desperation To relinquish these thoughts and feelings that I have lingering inside About those memories that won't leave my hearts mind I torcher myself by cutting deep inside my soft flesh So that I can feel the pain of that slice I watch as my blood seeps through my unforgiving flesh As I watch my blood pour onto the floor I grow weaker and my thoughts and feelings go with the raindrops of blood That's close to becoming a flood My eyes slowly close And now I'm at ease From those thoughts that were a disease