In love with you
for reasons unknown
I'm in love with you
And i don't know why
You hurt me bad before
And made me cry,
And then you say you're sorry
which isnt at all the case
because you do it all again
and rub it in my face.
tears spilled for punches thrown
sometime why you hit me is never known
and on the inside
I want to believe
is a lvoe for me, you've never shown.
You rip apart my barely there heart
you stretch my morals
and you pull at my opinions,
you abuse me,
and I do too,
but somewhere in there
I will always love you.
I can't force myself to
hate you anymore,
i let go of the grudge i held
against you...
as I always do...
And now i feel this yearning for you
to love me,
But i know
we will never be
Truly Happy
You and Me...
Becuase you don't love me
You Can't
And neither can I
Becuase who I am
and who I seem
who I look
what I mean...
is I am not
who I am.
to me as I am
to you.
So hold me close,
and take what I am for you,
but remember,
what you see isn't always true.
Lost in a world of blonde,
lost in a heart so demented
lost in a lust for you,
and lost in a lust for the others too.
But under all of this, 
I think it's quite there
that you see I really care...
even if it's barely there
somehow I will always find a way
to love you,
Even if you don't want me,
Anymore.

Kyelle