Abused

In love with you for reasons unknown I'm in love with you And i don't know why You hurt me bad before And made me cry, And then you say you're sorry which isnt at all the case because you do it all again and rub it in my face. tears spilled for punches thrown sometime why you hit me is never known and on the inside I want to believe is a lvoe for me, you've never shown. You rip apart my barely there heart you stretch my morals and you pull at my opinions, you abuse me, and I do too, but somewhere in there I will always love you. I can't force myself to hate you anymore, i let go of the grudge i held against you... as I always do... And now i feel this yearning for you to love me, But i know we will never be Truly Happy You and Me... Becuase you don't love me You Can't And neither can I Becuase who I am and who I seem who I look what I mean... is I am not who I am. to me as I am to you. So hold me close, and take what I am for you, but remember, what you see isn't always true. Lost in a world of blonde, lost in a heart so demented lost in a lust for you, and lost in a lust for the others too. But under all of this, I think it's quite there that you see I really care... even if it's barely there somehow I will always find a way to love you, Even if you don't want me, Anymore. Kyelle