Broken Tears I Cant Explain

I’m trying to use words to express this state of mind Throughout my vocabulary, the words I just cant find Crying for the conversation which I know is pending Hoping that my heart wont need any more defending Yet I’m perfectly aware that it is going to break To be told the inevitable, that feeling I wont take Irrational. Pyschotic. Unfortunately, I don’t care Since the betrayal I feel cannot ever be fair Lie to me. And don’t ever let me know Lie to me. And just love me so It should be me aloud I scream Thank you for fuelling a hopeless dream Was it worth it I ask as you tell me true Will she ever be able to love like I do Turn away, cant bear another word Sometimes the truth is better unheard Reach out to me and for once I shall flinch Took my heart in finger/thumb continue to pinch Got too close, oh how it does burn Now I wonder if it was ever my turn And how I despise you for once in my life Taken away the home, kids, happy husband and wife Best friends. Partners. Lovers. Enemies. Foe Oh tell me someone, what did I know? How could I expect a promise to keep How could I have known how I would weep? I just don’t understand but I do and its wrong How a love like ours that is unconditionally strong Well how can it be that it is kept apart How can you break a promise alongside my heart How can you break a promise alongside my heart How can you break a promise alongside my heart