Guy Kye...

and for all it was worth, they were right, they saw something, beyond my heartsight. they saw right through they warned me of you but i didn't care, becuase I knew who was in there I thought I did anyways, know who you were but maybe this was becuase, you just wnated an easy lay which you must admit cxompared to some you did win without much of a fight and thats all becuase, i decided that i really truelly did, love you that night. but here we are, at the fork in our road one way you shall go and I another, and without certainty, one may blunder and we may never ever cross our paths and we may never, see each other again or hold or whsper i lvoe you, or catch a fleeting glimpse, as we part and we traverse and i wonder why you shattered my little universe. dont you realise you were my sun you gave me life, and you nutured it, and that someday i actually wanted, to be you wife? and yet on we go, and nothing more but the little whore from Arthur, with which you scored. I mean nothing, and i never really did, did i? becuase once again, as a female, im nothing but a piece of pie. why i let you in i do not know, so cautious before afraid deathly of your undertow, and in i was swept, and sometimes i wept for what was once, but is no more. and then i said eff that and i moved on, trying hard to accept what we had become... losing touch with who i was and i wonder why, if i already knew, that this is what you would do, does it hurt so? becuase i taught myself to trust you, and i learned how to love you, and i forgot the pain of this once before crushed love i never had, and boy am i glad, that you never ended up being the dad, becuase it just isn't fair, to sit and think, this is how it would have played, out in the end, you really were no different. xoxo Kyelle