I do not know what lies in the future,
I do not know how you shall react,
If you shall accept my offer of giving you my all,
My all is oh so stronger,
Stronger than the barrier that lies between us,
My fear has kept me prisoner long enough,
Being held captive from you,
Long-hand letters are dying,
Along with them,
My willpower to resist you,
You are like a sweet flower full of nectar,
And I am a starving butterfly,
On the verge of dying a beautiful death,
You have what I need,
You posses what is vital,
To my survival,
I do not know if you shall wish to maintain a collegial
friendship,
If that is the case,
I shall wish to ignore you,
Ignore the counteroffer,
To spare my dignity,
For I shall have none after this affair is over,
Either way,
There is no happy ending here,
My heart shall wish to be kept away,
For the pain will be too much for it to bear,
I only ask you are courteous towards it whatever your
choice,
It has experienced far too much,
To be handled without care,
Yet I do not know why I insist on doing this,
This act of treason towards it,
It is consumed of thoughts of you,
And mostly you,
And it shan't forgive me after I give into the temptation of
you,
And your flower,
I do not know what will become of this plan,
I must try,
For if I do not,
The world shall lose a butterfly.