This world that we live in,
Is a confusing and at times terrifying place,
I have been living in this world,
For far too long,
It has infected me,
Infected me with fear,
Fear to speak with whom I wish,
Fear to be around the one who has my heart captive,
And fear to dream,
The dreams that allow me to escape this forsaken world,
The dreams that allow me to see your face,
The dreams where your body intertwines with me,
And we become one,
The dreams that reveal what my heart truly wants,
As opposed to this world,
My heart is infected with these dreams,
These illusions that save me from this world,
And allow me to see your beauty just one more time,
One more time before I wake up into this world,
And remember that I am no longer confused,
But infected with your love.