I gave you my life, I gave you my all,
I gave you my love, so I stood tall
I gave you my trust, I gave you my affection,
I gave you my view on life as a whole perception,

So why be this way? why act like this?

I love you so much and it hurts me inside,
When i think about you and how you lied,

Nobody has ever made me feel this way,
and i try to deal with it day by day,

My love was like an ocean, calm and free
Until you killed it and killed me,

You used me, you messed with me all the time,
like I'd comitted some sort of crime,

Is it a crime to love you?
To want you?
To need you?

My love for you was always true,
and now i don't know what to do
without you,

I love you and i hate you, i'm so confused
and i allowed myself to be used

and now it's all over, there's an empty space,
in my heart, in my head, all over the place

I gave you my life and you destroyed it

I gave you everything



For Ben


Copyright Rebecca Waring