I wonder

Sometimes I miss you as if I had you How can I forget you If the memories won't ever leave How can I push you away When you are so far already How can I stop you from going When I can't even touch you How can I confess When I can't talk to you How can I fight for you If I'm scared of getting hurt If I feel so weak and vulnerable How could I possible want us to be When we lost our chance so long ago I don't know, how but it happens