you are the smell before rain, your the blood in my veins.

i am a square. a small plastic bag. filled halfway. temporary. and then im gone. empty. finished. nothing left. no hunger. no feelings.'just empty. it never lasts. its never worth it. i dont feel better. and i know it everytime. its the same i promise just tonight every night. and every night he holds me and i believe him. because i know he wants to believe himself. but the next day the feelings gone and what else do we know. we dont know how to feel. we dont know anything but a douchebag in a car taking all the money we dont have. its like we live the same day everyday. every night im empty and so is the bag and so are our wallets. and so are your words. empty. meaningless. but i cant let you sink alone. ive tied my ankles with rocks and im sinking to the bottom with you. because thats what love is. were the fucking titanic. and theres no life jackets to help us resurface. together we sink.