My Secret

I will tell you a secret. I loved you ever since I was young, and all the songs that I once sung, were all for you. And that was all when I was young. But when I grew up, and I was diagnosed with bipolar, and was in this scary phase, and by each day getting older, I contacted you and you ignored me. But you always loved me, I knew this from the way you once held me. You got married before you knew I'd come back. That is the story and the end of it, and I would guess we are soul mates. That's at least what I'd make of it. So that one day when we both die, you in your grave and I'm in mine, I will meet you again. And don't be frightened. I only intend after my death to say hi. Then I intend to rest for eternity, and eventually say goodbye.