Love doubts

I know he cares for sure Love me like a sister, I can bet on it. Sees me intimately? Nah My love doubts kick in cant imagine anyone to love me like that cause I don't I cant give my all to one cause I don't love myself My love doubt kicks in and I push away don't want anyone to stay. I hate the way I am I hate the way I look How can he find me attractive when my world is disabled my mind is unease love doubts tells me " Its just pity" I would hide and die there or wherever I hide. Love doubts tells me no one wants you. love doubts affect my sex life my sex drive jI love everyone else but myself Love doubts Says " you fool, you love but who loves you?"