A Friend In The End

Throughout my life I've watched the game Every hand that is dealt is always the same So what is the probability that in the end You'll never see past the loyal best friend I shall tell you now that its equal to one Which means that my heart shant ever be won For those who could win it pause in the end Stepping aside to keep a loyal best friend The first time this happened was my very first kiss And a friend in me he knew he would miss Thats why when I chased him I lost in the end Since all he saw in me was his oldedst best friend Then there was he who liked to play Stayed with me then left the very next day Tricked me and another who in the bitter end Decided he wasnt worth losing a close friend Followed soon by my harsh unrequited love Knew when he kissed me that I soared high above He caused my heart to shatter until in the end I could no longer stand beside as his chosen best friend Dont forget he who stole my heart thrice Flames burned cold with the roll of his dice Every time he'd leave me bare with tears till the end And only now can I see him as just my friend The time that I fell with grace to the floor Loving he who could not offer any more Sat holding his hand tight as he said in the end To him I was special but he needed a friend Then there is he who offered so much All in exchange for a soft lover's touch Ending up empty when promises broke in the end And I realised to him I'm forever the best friend It happened again in the still of the night Winded me quickly so that I lost my sight With hazy vision I saw that in the end I shall never have one who is more than a friend