Throughout my life I've watched the game
Every hand that is dealt is always the same
So what is the probability that in the end
You'll never see past the loyal best friend
I shall tell you now that its equal to one
Which means that my heart shant ever be won
For those who could win it pause in the end
Stepping aside to keep a loyal best friend
The first time this happened was my very first kiss
And a friend in me he knew he would miss
Thats why when I chased him I lost in the end
Since all he saw in me was his oldedst best friend
Then there was he who liked to play
Stayed with me then left the very next day
Tricked me and another who in the bitter end
Decided he wasnt worth losing a close friend
Followed soon by my harsh unrequited love
Knew when he kissed me that I soared high above
He caused my heart to shatter until in the end
I could no longer stand beside as his chosen best friend
Dont forget he who stole my heart thrice
Flames burned cold with the roll of his dice
Every time he'd leave me bare with tears till the end
And only now can I see him as just my friend
The time that I fell with grace to the floor
Loving he who could not offer any more
Sat holding his hand tight as he said in the end
To him I was special but he needed a friend
Then there is he who offered so much
All in exchange for a soft lover's touch
Ending up empty when promises broke in the end
And I realised to him I'm forever the best friend
It happened again in the still of the night
Winded me quickly so that I lost my sight
With hazy vision I saw that in the end
I shall never have one who is more than a friend