There's An Easy Way...And A Hard Way

You control your world with bloodshed, I'll drown mine in tears... That way, while I'm cursed with sympathy, You'll curse those who follow you with fear. You hate with a fiery heart and a hard headed mind, I try to love with a broken heart, skived Thoroughly with time. That way, while I'm trying to hold onto a ledge, Your standing on the only bridge that isn't hollow inside. You'll get your way with deceit, and carefully planned trickery, I'll be cheated out again, because I chose honesty. And while your out making your own mistakes and not feeling the least bit of remorse... I'll be stuck here, picking up the shattered pieces of fallen dreams. And while you start thunderstorms and watch pitilessly while it wrecks everyones day. I'll be one of the ones stuck in the rain. While you sit comfortably in the only shelter for miles around. I'll be stuck in this permanency where my skies always seem to fade to gray. You took the easy way out, and your luck will probably continue as it is... I took the hard way, as ussual...in hopes of finding a better end. And while you stare at me and wonder why I'm the only one not following you... I'll be creating something unbreakable, which you cannot reach within.